I have always thought that when Jordan and I had children that I'd be such a great mom.
I'd love my babies more than anything in the whole world.
Just snuggle them. And provide for them. Love them so much.
A recent chain of events has worried me.
What if I turn out to be not as great as I imagined?
I am terrible at "tough love"
I dont know if I could put them in time out if they were crying.
It'd break my heart and I'd want to go hug them and say nevermind you're fine.
As bad as I know it is.
I'd want to sleep a full 8 hours. When I know thats impossible with babies.
I know I wont know till it happens.
But I just hope, when the time comes, that I'll be a mom for a child to brag about.