One of my biggest fears is being forgotten.
Not in silly matters.
One day to awake and feel that feeling. The forgotten.
I fear that I wont impact them, the way I feel desire to.
To have the indifference pressed against me.
Turning me into nothing but a distance memory.
Maybe its years of reinforcement.
But I am afraid.
Sometimes it hurts.. Especially to admit.
Yeah I just got "real."