I Think These Things EVERY Day

I love being pregnant. And feeling our little munchkin move around. But I'd be lying if I said I wasn't missing when all my clothes fit. I am so so so lucky for so many reasons. I am so lucky to get to carry our baby and I am so lucky to have a husband who makes me feel pretty every single day as my body goes through changes. I am sooo lucky! Every single day I am reminded by this when I get to spend time in his arms. I don't know if it's the last 9 years of getting to know him and growing into a life and family with him or if it's because he's seen me at my lowest, saddest times and lifted me out of them.. but he is just the most important person to me and I am sincerely grateful to have such a loving husband. We spend so much time talking and laughing and loving. Our dynamic is going to change a little bit sooner than we think but I know it will just bring us a whole new world of love and I count the seconds to see Jordan hold our little baby for the first time. I can hardly bare the emotions that come over me if I sit and think about it for too long. I am so thankful. I remember feeling sadness to see a woman with a round belly, just knowing I couldn't have that for myself. It hurts me to think I may bring this sadness to women out there who are trying to start families of their own. We just never know each others journeys. Every persons journeys are different. I just know there is hope for everyone. So to sum it up I guess .. I am just ranting about how thankful I am for my amazing supportive husband and our baby on the way.

Anniversary

 

4 Years ago, I made the best decision I ever could. I married my best friend and love of my life! Jordan I am so happy to call myself your wife. Thank you for all you do for me. Thank you for always making me feel like the most special girl in the world. I have enjoyed these years more than I could ever have imagined. We have grown so much. You are always finding new phrases and faces that make me laugh. I think we are different people than we were when we met at 16 but I know it is in the best way. Our 2 lives have become one big happy one. I think back and smile. I look forward and smile. I look next to me, there you are, and I smile. So excited for what the future holds and can't wait to see you snuggle our baby for the first time. Mo-mo.

Forever and ever babe.

Est. 08.26.09

Say Cheese!

I entered to win a giveaway for a free photo session with Jadie Jo Photography and actually won!

I was so excited to get mine and Jordan's pictures done!

We'd never really had professional pictures done besides our Wedding day.

A friend of ours is even the one who helped with our engagements.

So it was really exciting!

Jordan and I actually went to high school with the photographer and she did such a great job, I couldn't wait to get the pictures and share them :)

We got 20 edited photo's (FOR FREE) Love them!

I'll Be Seeing You

Jordan's dear papa passed away Friday. We spent some time with him last Tuesday and he is such a sweet man. Him and his wife were married 72 years! He looked up at her and said "There is absolutely nobody in this world like you. I love you so much." And it just hung there. We attended the funeral service today. It was very emotional. I do hope that Jordan and I love each other as his sweet grandparents did when we are 90 years old. Love can last forever. I seen it with my own eyes.

I decided to frame two of our notes to each other.

No Words

 

Our Wedding Album

hello. lovely.

in honor of our 3rd wedding anniversary i wanted to share some

pictures of our wedding scrapbook i've been working on.

a few pages i want to redo cause i feel i didnt do so well.

i'm not very experienced :)

 

 a few pages were done by a friend as a gift. she did a great job.

without this gift i probably wouldn't have pursued the rest of the book.

but i am glad i have it as it's fun to look back at.

i am very excited for in just less than a week the voice is starting back up.

and a girl i've loved from youtube tried out!

hope she gets through :)

tonight this is happening.

(please dont take me eating chik-fil-a as a debating opportunity)

and i am watching the newest SYTYCD.

going to take a bubble bath.

and listen to nature sounds on pandora.

its relaxing.

i love it.

it's also friends marathon week so its on all night.

couldn't get much better.

Love Forever / DLand!

We're home!

California was so amazing!

The weather was perfect. Utah it was like high 90's and Cali was low 70's with a little humidity.

Super perfect.

We stayed in the hotel Friday night after we got in from our flight.

Ordered a pizza.

Watched some cable, relaxed.

Saturday we woke up at the butt crack of dawn and ate our free breakfast. We had decided to walk to Disneyland because online it said it was 0 miles from the hotel.

When we mapped it before we left, uh, yeah, it's 2.5 miles!!

We were crazy and thought, we can do it.

So we did.

For the first 3 or so hours of our Disneyland day there were NO lines!!

A little later it got busier but still hardly no wait!

I was in heaven.

Lines are never fun.

I had a BLAST!

You couldn't wipe the smile off my face the whole day.

We stayed till the early evening and then got some stuff, food, and headed back to the hotel.

I have to say I really liked the Tower of Terror and California Screamin. So awesome!

Sunday we went to Huntington Beach and went to the airport.

It was a short trip indeed but still so nice to be home!

I forgot how much I love our house.

AND here's some photo's. Under emphasis on some.

I took my point and shoot camera to disneyland because I thought it'd be an impossible task to carry around my Nikon, then Eeeeverryyyone there had fancy camera's but still glad I brought something more compact.

Oh and I made a comment "disneyland is the best as an adult, if I want a churro I can get a churro. No one telling me no"

 Yucky mustard, but yummy sweet potato fries!!

 Happiest 3 years of my life to my handsome prince!

I love you baby.

 Today I was planning on going into work late cause of our late flight keeping me up but my work did a breakfast meeting so I couldn't pass it up!

I am toast at this point. Girl needs some sleep.

My DVR actually recorded my Sunday night episodes for once!

It usually says there was a problem with the network. Annoying.

I just got caught up on Breaking Bad and Keeping up with the K's.

Um.. SO Sad! Both actually, but more so when Rob cried.

I cried!

I am a sucker for a guy with teary eyes on the big screen.

Always gets me.